Yay It's My Birthday. 11 May 2007.

Just thought i'd make a post on my birthday. Im 29 today. 11 May 2007. I haven't had a very good last 10 years or so due to my cannabis addiction and smoking a lot of cigarettes. It only took me just under 5 years to get real sick after starting tobacco and cannabis at the age of 16. I've lived a horror story really. I'm still addicted. I'm hoping as I get older I will get some control back in my life and be able to be strong enough to eliminate cannabis and tobacco from my life. I feel quite out of control sometimes. At the moment i'm not doing to well. If I was rich I would proberly use a lot more cannabis. Life is complex.

I know that without drugs I would say life is the best thing but with drugs you lose yourself and life becomes much harder. I'm experiencing some bad things about life as most will, but I wasn't prepared for them. Anyway i'm 29 now. From experience I say run from drugs.

Gee I made some really bad mistakes in my life. Others are going to do the same. I think i've discovered something in life for myself and others, something like don't do drugs, I dunno something. I've discovered something but don't know how to pass it on or what it is even. Anyways, yay i'm 29. Hope one day I get better. Life can be really sad yes with no one to talk to because you can't talk yourself and also no one can help. Life is just hard sometimes. There are bad things..... My outlooks somewhat skewed unfortunately.

Ok.... thats enough..... Happy Birthday To Me.... Happy Birthday To Me. So Even Right Now Aren't We Changing Things.

Improving My Life. Smoking. Making Money. 50 Inch 3 LCD TV.

At the moment I smoke cigarettes. I've smoked now for about 13 years, since the age of 16. Many people i've found use their blogs to keep track of progress in their lives and tell us about daily events and things that happen, everything really. The date is the Sixth of May 07 so by mentioning smoking here i'm hoping that I can possibly chart the progress on my smoking habit as well.

Money can improve my life, as it would improve almost anyones. If I give up smoking i'll save a minimum of NZ $33.39 dollars a week. This blog I hope will be multipurpose and contain everything I can think of, perhaps not just one particular theme, if there is a theme it's about trying to make money. So by giving up smoking i'll have money to divert to other areas which would be far more beneficial than buying cigarettes. My efforts at the at the moment are basically thinking about not smoking alot and trying to build something that will get me off them er by thinking. At the moment I can't even start only lasting at the longest a few hours. I always manage to get cigarettes, so i'm just beginning to deal with how I seek them. I can't think of a better word at the moment as I don't know something similar but the word is progression. I'm trying progress my mind to stop smoking.

I'm living on a Government benefit at the moment so giving up smoking I will further progress my life and how much money I have available as well. Time is important for giving up. I guess just by writing about smoking here that it will help. Thats what i'm doing I think. I'll write random thoughts about smoking in articles I write here every now and then. The more I concentrate on it and the more I throw at it I hope will eventually achieve the goal of not smoking.

I'm trying to optimize everything in my life and get as much as I can out of what I have. The extra money I will have from not smoking makes the goal worthy, like making money, not to mention possibly extra energy and fitness I will have. I am really stuck with it though. I can only forecast many more years of smoking at my current rate of progress. I'll do what I can here on this blog to help stop smoking. At the moment I feel it's a long way off from me not smoking but i'll keep at it that's all I can do.

I own, my possessions are computer with broadband, telephone number, stereo, video, TV, washing machine, fridge, couch, bed, alarm clock, cell phone number. All at good level of condition and not outdated much. That all cost about $2000 NZ dollars. I pay rent for my house.

House, scooter, here is a photo of a Sony 50 Inch 3 LCD Bravia TV for NZ $2699 dollars for my wishlist. I think i'll add a wishlist down the side of this blog and only mention it occasionally ticking off items overtime when I achieve them instead of writing lots of different posts about it.

Model #KF50E200A Sony

I Totally Want To Make Money.

I'm moving to slow at the moment and not doing enough. I want to make money. I've just managed to give myself more to do now by beginning this blog, i'm thinking more about how I will improve this site and make it different from my other one. I'm hoping I will spend more time developing everything, I mean I will spend more time but how much time. How much time you spend can be equated to how much money you can make.

I wanted to make this blog entry about how I want to make money and am hopeful of making money. You can make money with a blog, but to earn the same amount of money as a full time job you'd have to spend full time hours on it. My current theory involves putting in a little time each day. I don't work and other people who are working proberly put more time in than me on their blogs. I'm asking for donations on this blog but I haven't managed to get one donation in all the time i've been asking on my other site. I've never had much traffic though. Ok donate to me because I don't know why you should yet and i've never had one donation from Paypal in all my efforts.

This site looks nicer than my other one maybe that will help. The photo is a hardrive video camera to make my blog look prettier and it's something i'm after to make movies with because You Tube will start paying people for their movies soon. It will work something like 20000 views will equal $100 dollars.

On the top of my list that I need money for is a house followed by a scooter followed by a hardrive video camera. I'm looking for ways to make lots of money like everyone. Yeah I want a house. Dream.

Progression Experiment. Expansion. This Blog is going to have a Wishlist.

So I got a Myspace account and had a look at the Myspace place. I made one blog entry on my Myspace page which is www.myspace.com/darcyrlee but I find writing hard sometimes, actually most of the time. I always think that what I write is silly and it annoys me when it is. What can I write about all the time. My page is plain. One blog entry. At this date.

Anyway i've recently just setup a few new pages which are pretty much copies of each other but they all link to each other and are on different servers. I want to develop them over time with different things that come along. It takes a little time to start being picked up by search engines and getting traffic when your me. I'm just lazily and clumsily with websites. Starting pages in different places now will help over time with search engines and give different tasks to do for each page. Expansion.

I hope to motivate myself by having different pages to add to rather than just the one I have been running for the last 7 months. If your just starting a blog maybe you could think about having one or two other pages somewhere like a myspace or this place or another free host. This site has nice easy to add links down the side which make them more easily clicked than my other website. My other website is kind of a mess I think. So anyway this is going to be a wishlist as well. The wishlist is just things I want to get as I go through life. It's photos of things and me saying buy me this for this blog. I'll try to make money. I have most things I need at the moment like a computer, internet and stereo. I need a house of my own, also a 50cc scooter, hardrive video camera, lounge suite the list will go on. I proberly need about $300 000 thousand dollars for everything. Is this blog entry long? Maybe $200 000. Donate money so I can buy things like in the pictures.